Yesterday was Valentine's Day and frankly, I did not care one bit. Most people whine about not having someone or they rub it in that they do. Even though I do not have a significant other, yesterday was just another day for me. I slept, ate, watched tv, and went to Veronica's house and watched some movies. For once, it didn't totally bother me it was Valentine's Day. I'm just becoming much more comfortable with the fact that I don't need a boy around me all the time. It's awesome. Hahah.
I will admit though, it would be nice to have someone. However, I am perfectly content with my friends and family(most of the time (; ). This is a good feeling. :) I've been having really good days this past few weeks and it's making me really happy. I hope things keep going like this. It really distracts me from things that usually bog me down.
Anyways, Sadie's was Saturday. It was tons of fun and i spent the night with some of my really good friends. It was fantastic to say the least. :)
I suppose that's all I have to say as of right now. Hahah not very eventful, but still tons of fun. I'll be updating much more often, though.
OH. Hannah Montana is stocking Veronica and I. The next new episode entails Lily possibly moving to Atlanta, Georgia. In case you did not know, Veronica is Miley and I am Lily. We decided this months ago and then this happens. We both freaked out when the commercial came on and that was announced. So scary. :/
That's all for now.
Until next time,
Jessica.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Procrastination
Is totally balls. I hate when I do it. And you know what I'm procrastinating? Writing down information from like 5 worksheets onto a cheat sheet for my final in Anatomy tomorrow. So ridiculous. Hahahah.
Anyways, I'm awake right now because I was too sick to go to school and thus slept all day. After I finish this blog, I'm probably just going to be on Tumblr for awhile and just not work on my cheat sheet for some dumb reason. -.-'
I keep thinking about Florida. Just at random times. Sometimes I make jokes about it and pretend it doesn't bother me. Other times, I just tear up and sort of freak out. And then you have the times where I'm alone and just thinking and I break down. It sucks so bad. :/ I hate thinking about moving. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. In case you couldn't tell, I hate it.
Oh well, I don't feel like writing a whole bunch, but I really wanted to update. So there you go, for now.
Until later,
Jessica
Anyways, I'm awake right now because I was too sick to go to school and thus slept all day. After I finish this blog, I'm probably just going to be on Tumblr for awhile and just not work on my cheat sheet for some dumb reason. -.-'
I keep thinking about Florida. Just at random times. Sometimes I make jokes about it and pretend it doesn't bother me. Other times, I just tear up and sort of freak out. And then you have the times where I'm alone and just thinking and I break down. It sucks so bad. :/ I hate thinking about moving. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. In case you couldn't tell, I hate it.
Oh well, I don't feel like writing a whole bunch, but I really wanted to update. So there you go, for now.
Until later,
Jessica
Monday, January 11, 2010
The biggest bomb shell of my life was dropped
about 3 hours ago.
Let me give you some background on my life before I tell you what it is.
I have never, I mean NEVER, moved. I have lived in the same house my whole life, I've gone though the same school district since Kindergarten. I still see people I have known since elementary school. I have always lived in this same little town and have known the same people for years. It was difficult for me to befriend people in middle school and those people I met in 7th and 8th grade are mostly still with me to this day. I have had a few friend loses, but nothing like losing a bunch from moving.
So you'll imagine how life shattering it is to hear you may possibly be moving. And not moving just a city over, but moving ACROSS THE COUNTRY. So here's the run down:
My dad's current job is going to be GONE by June 30th. So naturally, he has to find a new job ASAP so he isn't unemployed since he provides most of the income for my household. Well, apparently, one of the jobs he is applying for is in Tampa, Florida. We would be moving across the country if he were to get this job. I can't handle that. I'm a junior so I would have to start fresh my SENIOR year. I did terrible with making friends in middle school, how would I do in a whole other state my senior year?? I know, I've changed since then, but I'm scared I'll go back into my shell if we move.
As you can tell, I am extremely upset right now. What makes it worse is that I am an EXTREMELY emotional person on a daily basis, so this bombshell has my life turned upside down. I'm trying to look on the bright side if we move, but I can't help but think of all the plans I had for next year in Covina. I have been planning out the perfect senior year for months. As soon as everything started to seem really good, I get hit with this. My last year in high school might be spent as far away from the people I love as possible. I'm devastated.
We are still not sure if the move is final or not, but as soon as I find out, I'll update.
Please pray, hope, knock on wood, for my dad to find a job in LA or emotional support if we have to move.
I'd write more, but I'm a wreck right now.
Until later,
Jessica.
Let me give you some background on my life before I tell you what it is.
I have never, I mean NEVER, moved. I have lived in the same house my whole life, I've gone though the same school district since Kindergarten. I still see people I have known since elementary school. I have always lived in this same little town and have known the same people for years. It was difficult for me to befriend people in middle school and those people I met in 7th and 8th grade are mostly still with me to this day. I have had a few friend loses, but nothing like losing a bunch from moving.
So you'll imagine how life shattering it is to hear you may possibly be moving. And not moving just a city over, but moving ACROSS THE COUNTRY. So here's the run down:
My dad's current job is going to be GONE by June 30th. So naturally, he has to find a new job ASAP so he isn't unemployed since he provides most of the income for my household. Well, apparently, one of the jobs he is applying for is in Tampa, Florida. We would be moving across the country if he were to get this job. I can't handle that. I'm a junior so I would have to start fresh my SENIOR year. I did terrible with making friends in middle school, how would I do in a whole other state my senior year?? I know, I've changed since then, but I'm scared I'll go back into my shell if we move.
As you can tell, I am extremely upset right now. What makes it worse is that I am an EXTREMELY emotional person on a daily basis, so this bombshell has my life turned upside down. I'm trying to look on the bright side if we move, but I can't help but think of all the plans I had for next year in Covina. I have been planning out the perfect senior year for months. As soon as everything started to seem really good, I get hit with this. My last year in high school might be spent as far away from the people I love as possible. I'm devastated.
We are still not sure if the move is final or not, but as soon as I find out, I'll update.
Please pray, hope, knock on wood, for my dad to find a job in LA or emotional support if we have to move.
I'd write more, but I'm a wreck right now.
Until later,
Jessica.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I need to start blogging more.
Everyone lately keeps talking about Homecoming. I haven't even thought about it at all, but I doubt I'm going to be asked. It's whatever, I don't mind all too much. I was just thinking about it, and I'm pretty positive it won't happen. Unless Alex Pinedo makes me ask him. HA. Not happening! Hahahah.
ANYWAYS. Not much has been going on lately. OH! I'm in the Musical group for DTASC. It stresses me out for multiple reasons; 1.) I didn't audition for it, 2.) We don't have a play/scene yet, 3.) They are thinking of doing ALL singing, 4.) Singing is where I have the least confidence, 5.) I choke anytime it comes to singing solos or anything. So all of that doesn't really work out well for me, but who knows, it might get better? Right? I don't know. I stress myself out too much. Stressing myself is probably the best thing I do, besides ruining relationships. ;P Hahah.
School has been going well, I've been doing all of my work, even though I keep procrastinating. I'm glad that I picked these classes because they have been pretty easy and the teachers I ended up getting have been really chill. So I'm going good with that so far. :)
Veronica's birthday is on Wednesday and I'm making her the most extravagant cake I've made so far. :) I just hope that my ideas so far work out because all of my ideas so far are only half-baked. Hahah. Ohh puns. :) I'm excited though!
Everyone keeps posting tweets about Homecoming and it's making me think more and more about it and how I somewhat want to go now. Fuhhhhhh. Let's hope that either a.) Someone asks me or, b.) I stop caring. Hahah. We'll see, we'll see.
This blog makes up for my lack of blogging lately, I think. Hahahah. :)
OH, one last thing! I reeeaaallyyyy want to go see Blink-182 with The Aquabats on October 12th. With Veronica of course. :) Let's see if someone buys me tickets for my birthday. x) Hahahah.
Alright, I'm done!
Bye!
Until next time,
Jessica~
(I think that's^^ how I'll always end my blogs.)
ANYWAYS. Not much has been going on lately. OH! I'm in the Musical group for DTASC. It stresses me out for multiple reasons; 1.) I didn't audition for it, 2.) We don't have a play/scene yet, 3.) They are thinking of doing ALL singing, 4.) Singing is where I have the least confidence, 5.) I choke anytime it comes to singing solos or anything. So all of that doesn't really work out well for me, but who knows, it might get better? Right? I don't know. I stress myself out too much. Stressing myself is probably the best thing I do, besides ruining relationships. ;P Hahah.
School has been going well, I've been doing all of my work, even though I keep procrastinating. I'm glad that I picked these classes because they have been pretty easy and the teachers I ended up getting have been really chill. So I'm going good with that so far. :)
Veronica's birthday is on Wednesday and I'm making her the most extravagant cake I've made so far. :) I just hope that my ideas so far work out because all of my ideas so far are only half-baked. Hahah. Ohh puns. :) I'm excited though!
Everyone keeps posting tweets about Homecoming and it's making me think more and more about it and how I somewhat want to go now. Fuhhhhhh. Let's hope that either a.) Someone asks me or, b.) I stop caring. Hahah. We'll see, we'll see.
This blog makes up for my lack of blogging lately, I think. Hahahah. :)
OH, one last thing! I reeeaaallyyyy want to go see Blink-182 with The Aquabats on October 12th. With Veronica of course. :) Let's see if someone buys me tickets for my birthday. x) Hahahah.
Alright, I'm done!
Bye!
Until next time,
Jessica~
(I think that's^^ how I'll always end my blogs.)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Lately.
Things have been super up and down. I keep getting really stressed out and so I have started my period. At first, I just thought it was still me being all every two weeks again and shit. Then I realized that this happened to me last year as well for a little while, so naturally I Googled it. Apparently it is because I am so stressed. Also, why this happened to me last year. Stress + my constantly changing diet= a change in my menstrual cycle. It sucks, but I don't really know how else to fix it. I just need to stop getting so stressed and possibly find a better diet. I don't know though.
Tomorrow is a minimum day. :) Yayyyy. I hate school.
These past two weeks of school though have been the most stressful beginning two weeks I've ever had. I just want to put all this drama behind me and hope for the better. I take full blame for all the things that have happened, and even if I don't say it to a person's face, as in the Paige situation, I don't care anymore and I am open to talk. Of course, this doesn't help since she can't read this and I won't tell her because I don't need her drama right now. Maybe later on in the school year, or next year we will start talking again. Who knows?
The Thespian Club already seems like it is going to be a bad year and so far, I think I am going to be more of the VP than Catherine is at the moment. Just saying. Oh well. I can't tell the future. I just am trying to get by one day at a time. Hahah. Trying to not screw up too royally anymore. Hopefully I got that all out these first two weeks of school. Oh well, only time can tell.
Until next time,
Jessica~
Tomorrow is a minimum day. :) Yayyyy. I hate school.
These past two weeks of school though have been the most stressful beginning two weeks I've ever had. I just want to put all this drama behind me and hope for the better. I take full blame for all the things that have happened, and even if I don't say it to a person's face, as in the Paige situation, I don't care anymore and I am open to talk. Of course, this doesn't help since she can't read this and I won't tell her because I don't need her drama right now. Maybe later on in the school year, or next year we will start talking again. Who knows?
The Thespian Club already seems like it is going to be a bad year and so far, I think I am going to be more of the VP than Catherine is at the moment. Just saying. Oh well. I can't tell the future. I just am trying to get by one day at a time. Hahah. Trying to not screw up too royally anymore. Hopefully I got that all out these first two weeks of school. Oh well, only time can tell.
Until next time,
Jessica~
Monday, August 31, 2009
My first blog!
Today was my first day back at school. I'm a little baby junior, whatever. Hahah.
Anyways! I found out that I had my first two classes [Anatomy and US History], with Shaun Berkely, which was cool because then I didn't have to walk alone and stuff. Anatomy seems like it is going to be really ridiculous because of all the guys in my class. They seem to be pretty outrageous already. Then when I got to US History, I saw my cousin walk by the door so I'll be able to see him this year! Hahah. In history, we got a seating chart and I saw a bunch of kids that dropped down from AP/Honors classes, it was kind of odd. But cool at the same time. I made friends with these two girls who weren't in a group, just like me! Lindsey and Alex, Lindsey talks A LOT about anything and everything and Alex is shy, but seems really nice.
At break, I was ignored by Madi and Paige because of some drama. I'm trying not to worry too much about it though. Guess who goes to Charter Oak now, btw? Christian. I'll tell you about him later.
After break, I had IB Math Studies. So many people from Geo/Trig were there. Mr. Nichols seems really cool, but his room is so HOT. I had cooking afterwards and it turns out Sean Anderson is also in that class and math with me. I have a feeling him and I are going to bond in cooking among all the baby freshman and crap. Bleh. Oh well, we talked a lot and the teacher was SUPER quiet because Ms. Comstock got fired. It was okay though, we just filled out papers.
Lunchtime! It was okay; hung out with Veronica; visited Christian and Matt waiting in line for senior lunch passes; then hung out in the drama room. Still no word to Madi or Paige.
After lunch, was fifth period. English with Mr. Harte. I'm going to participate a bunch in this class and make it known that I'm in drama and a good kid. Hahahah. I don't really talk to many of the kids in this class so I'm a little scared for group assignments. :/ But we'll cross that bridge when the time comes, right?
6th period. Drama. The class I had been dreading all day. Anyways, I get there and Graz decides to show us part of the DTASC documentary that we were filmed for and we could sit forever. I like screamed in the video. :/ Oh well. I'm in a film! Maddi M. called which gave me an excuse to say something to Madi Jay, so before we both went outside to talk about things and we're totally fine. Not as big of a deal as I would have thought. I still don't know if I'm going to say anything to Paige, we'll see. Anyways, Graz just skipped my name while doing the seating chart so I was bouncing around the room trying to find a seat, I'll probably just move seats everyday, but whatever. Hahah. Then we sat in a circle and Graz explained points and such for the Fall semester and how we can do well in his class. Then the bell rang and I was hyper.
Veronica, Chris, Jonathan, and I hung around the pool deck/boys locker room area, talked to some people, picked up Shane, then left off to my house. They all got water, I got cereal, then Jonathan and Veronica left to take Shane home. When those two came back, we ate a little bit, watched Wizards of Waverly Place, then Jonathan, Veronica, and Chris left to Charter Oak to see if then can fix their schedules. I don't know if they did.
Jacqui and I watched some TV, then Jacqui left, then I came in my room to nap, but instead checked websites and made this! That was my day so far. I need to finish up some homework, start on an essay, and do some stuff. Hahah.
I'm going to see if my mom will take me to go buy a planner and some little diaries.
Until next time,
Jessica_Dear~
Anyways! I found out that I had my first two classes [Anatomy and US History], with Shaun Berkely, which was cool because then I didn't have to walk alone and stuff. Anatomy seems like it is going to be really ridiculous because of all the guys in my class. They seem to be pretty outrageous already. Then when I got to US History, I saw my cousin walk by the door so I'll be able to see him this year! Hahah. In history, we got a seating chart and I saw a bunch of kids that dropped down from AP/Honors classes, it was kind of odd. But cool at the same time. I made friends with these two girls who weren't in a group, just like me! Lindsey and Alex, Lindsey talks A LOT about anything and everything and Alex is shy, but seems really nice.
At break, I was ignored by Madi and Paige because of some drama. I'm trying not to worry too much about it though. Guess who goes to Charter Oak now, btw? Christian. I'll tell you about him later.
After break, I had IB Math Studies. So many people from Geo/Trig were there. Mr. Nichols seems really cool, but his room is so HOT. I had cooking afterwards and it turns out Sean Anderson is also in that class and math with me. I have a feeling him and I are going to bond in cooking among all the baby freshman and crap. Bleh. Oh well, we talked a lot and the teacher was SUPER quiet because Ms. Comstock got fired. It was okay though, we just filled out papers.
Lunchtime! It was okay; hung out with Veronica; visited Christian and Matt waiting in line for senior lunch passes; then hung out in the drama room. Still no word to Madi or Paige.
After lunch, was fifth period. English with Mr. Harte. I'm going to participate a bunch in this class and make it known that I'm in drama and a good kid. Hahahah. I don't really talk to many of the kids in this class so I'm a little scared for group assignments. :/ But we'll cross that bridge when the time comes, right?
6th period. Drama. The class I had been dreading all day. Anyways, I get there and Graz decides to show us part of the DTASC documentary that we were filmed for and we could sit forever. I like screamed in the video. :/ Oh well. I'm in a film! Maddi M. called which gave me an excuse to say something to Madi Jay, so before we both went outside to talk about things and we're totally fine. Not as big of a deal as I would have thought. I still don't know if I'm going to say anything to Paige, we'll see. Anyways, Graz just skipped my name while doing the seating chart so I was bouncing around the room trying to find a seat, I'll probably just move seats everyday, but whatever. Hahah. Then we sat in a circle and Graz explained points and such for the Fall semester and how we can do well in his class. Then the bell rang and I was hyper.
Veronica, Chris, Jonathan, and I hung around the pool deck/boys locker room area, talked to some people, picked up Shane, then left off to my house. They all got water, I got cereal, then Jonathan and Veronica left to take Shane home. When those two came back, we ate a little bit, watched Wizards of Waverly Place, then Jonathan, Veronica, and Chris left to Charter Oak to see if then can fix their schedules. I don't know if they did.
Jacqui and I watched some TV, then Jacqui left, then I came in my room to nap, but instead checked websites and made this! That was my day so far. I need to finish up some homework, start on an essay, and do some stuff. Hahah.
I'm going to see if my mom will take me to go buy a planner and some little diaries.
Until next time,
Jessica_Dear~
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